Gray slate has no reflection to state.
Penciled in are the features I know of you,
but nothing’s to show that speaks of a person.
Were it a mirage, none would blink twice.
Pressed into a walking statue makes no difference
when placed into the populace of a city of naught but stone,
where the self is rendered nil,
satisfied in its barest form of a predatory instinct.
Follow the fermented pool wherever it leads,
passing thru stranger’s doors for the promise of escape,
digging into the trenches of a barstool to stake out the closing time.
A final drop is a disappointment.
An empty hand must be a fallacy.
Clamor for the coming round as Malthus brings his thumb down.
There’s never enough to feast upon.
Disregard that which compels pause.
Everything is false and the hunt is where truth lies.
I no longer perceive whoever you could have been.
I no longer know what I shared with.
A car door slam accompanies a squeal towards the night,
dragging my ribcage behind as it’s thrashed about,
tugging out ligament by ligament until firmament empties.
And in the carnage, I’ll caress the carnal urge to be subjected to,
having spied the edge of the bottle’s domain and strayed clear.
Plunge me in.
Drown me in.
About without the thought of me.
Plunge me into the meaninglessness of mine.
Drown me in the impact I’ve lacked.
It’s clear I’m the losing half.
( ❤ Mitch)